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Lessons from my Higher Self

I finally did it –  I completely lost my shit. I was driving like a bat out of hell.  My car tires screeching with each hard stop and hugging each corner as if the rubber and curb was caught in some sensual embrace.  My screaming pierced the peaceful night air and I...

Define myself

One of my biggest struggles, up until now (did you like that Nancy?), has been how I define myself.  There’s no theme in my life, even on this website, that appears more than my quest of finding myself, trying to define myself, trying to figure out parts of me I can...

Scared to live

I’m sitting here staring at my computer screen.  Thoughts clouding my brain, I’m unsure of what exactly I should write.  Though, I do recognize the urge to write at this very moment is a necessity.  At the most inopportune second possible, I realize that every single...

Apathy, being afraid to feel

I’m well aware of the fact that it’s been well over a month since my last post.  Near the beginning of this unexpected hiatus, I accumulated many drafts of poems and thoughts in the forms of a post that I could never bring myself to finish – and if I did, I couldn’t...

Don’t take your thoughts so seriously

“Here is a new spiritual practice for you:  don’t take your thoughts so seriously.” – Eckhart Tolle This should go without saying.  This is common sense.  Yet, despite it’s simplicity, I seem to get continually and repeatedly caught up in my thoughts.  It’s been quite...

Letting go of who I was

“When I let go of what I am, I become what I might be.” – Lao Tzu Although this post won’t publish until tomorrow morning, as I write this, it’s been exactly thirteen days since my last post.  In the past, by this point I’d have allowed the burden of keeping up...

Claiming it

This year, even though we’re only on the seventh day, has not yet ceased to excite me.  I almost messed up, but I caught myself the other day – I wanted to talk about setting intentions.  But, then I realized that all last year I set intentions.  All last year I hoped...

Achieving my dreams in 2015

The fact is well-know that I am proud to have made it to 2015 after being a survivor for six years.  The years after my recovery have been nothing short of an emotional and mental roller coaster – highs, lows and everything in between.  I was sure that life had ended,...