Back at it

I’m not sure the origin of the urge, but here I am writing.  Even though I’ve been good at fighting off the nagging, it seems that today I’ve finally caved.  And of course, coming into it with a few years of thoughts layered on my brain, I’m...

The 7 most important things in life I learned from video games

So, the secret is out:  I love playing video games.  (As if those who truly know me didn’t know already.)  I’d say playing video games is definitely an obsession; a compulsion of sorts.  From the time I was eight or nine years old, I spent far too many hours wasting...

Lessons from my Higher Self

I finally did it –  I completely lost my shit. I was driving like a bat out of hell.  My car tires screeching with each hard stop and hugging each corner as if the rubber and curb was caught in some sensual embrace.  My screaming pierced the peaceful night air and I...

Clearing out the spider webs

I’ve got a confession:  there’s a spider web above my bed. As I was driving to work this morning, I was quickly reminded that my fingertip was hurting.  I remember waking in the middle of the night and noticing that my finger was throbbing.  Somewhere in the haze of...

The conclusion: Let it go and let the Universe conspire

Ever just write when you have so much in your head and you can’t sort it out and you’ve written a jumbled mess that makes no sense, yet makes perfect sense at the same time? Yes, that’s where I’m at right now. I was in a conversation the other...

Nothing to fear, nothing to regret

A few months ago I decided that I would learn to live in the mystery. It was an idea suggested by my friend, Nancy.  I often struggle with what comes next.  I question what my next move should be.  I fear what lies beyond any present moment and feel the need to not...